So.. I read an idea of a game yesterday about a zombie apocalypse that only affected men, so the women were let to fight for the world. It also played out in the 50s and it sounded awesome. 

 

This night I had a dream about that, kind of. It wasn't in the 50s but there was zombies and most people I met along the way were female. Except for one dude, but he worked for a female. I stayed at these two for a while and I think we were making up a plan on how we should move on. I just know that the most of the dream was played out there.

 

Either way.. once again my dream is telling me to love girls, because in this dream I have a crush on a girl who actually exists IRL. Her name is Jerina and it's someone who I've been following on facebook and other sites because her style is awesome. In this dream she lived by herself but also in our building apparently because the one guy in the dream tells me to call her and ask her out. Which I do at the end of the movie, and she says yes, although she doesn't seem too happy to talk to me towards the end of our conversation, probably because I found it very hard to talk for some reason. 

 

A bunch of other stuff happen too but sadly I waited too long to write it down so now I've forgotten about it. 

 

Either way, I kind of enjoyed this dream. 

Because whenever I have a so called "wet dream" it's more often about girls than it is with boys. Until recently I can even say that all my real sex dreams have been about girls.. There was also one time when I even had a crush on a girl.. But she had the type of personality that I look for in guys, that's where the pansexuality part comes in.. Because I'm pretty sure the personality was what I fell in love with and apparently it didn't matter that it was a girl who had that personality.

I find sexualities kind of interesting. But unlike many people I don't care about knowing which one that fits me the best. I don't think it matters because when the moment comes and I fall in love with someone I don't want anything to stand in my way, and that includes a label I put on myself. Hopefully I won't have to worry about falling in love again anytime soon though since I'm already very much in love.

Auf wiedersehen!